1 00:00:38,350 --> 00:00:39,670 I didn't choose this life. 2 00:00:39,890 --> 00:00:40,910 I was born to live it. 3 00:00:42,290 --> 00:00:46,090 So was Dad, Pa, his dad, and his dad before that. 4 00:00:56,770 --> 00:01:00,230 I'll always remember these days. It's the happiest days of my life. 5 00:01:01,770 --> 00:01:03,450 Together, as a family. 6 00:02:14,800 --> 00:02:17,740 I learned from watching my mum and dad and how they work together. 7 00:02:18,320 --> 00:02:22,020 So does my sister Sally. She's been asking the craziest questions lately. 8 00:02:22,380 --> 00:02:23,920 What do cows think? 9 00:02:25,180 --> 00:02:26,180 Don't know. 10 00:02:26,200 --> 00:02:27,200 Maybe ask Dad. 11 00:02:30,620 --> 00:02:33,700 Yeah, but I think that's a good answer. 12 00:03:37,680 --> 00:03:38,800 Grab that last one, Eric. 13 00:03:41,820 --> 00:03:43,460 Radio U2, ready for school. 14 00:03:44,040 --> 00:03:45,360 See you after. See ya. 15 00:04:12,200 --> 00:04:13,500 How do you know someone's a vegan? 16 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:15,940 Yeah. I'll fucking tell you. 17 00:04:16,600 --> 00:04:20,579 I think I'm going to need a drink after this, mate. 18 00:04:22,880 --> 00:04:24,120 Give me a ride to footy training. 19 00:04:26,380 --> 00:04:27,480 As long as you behave yourself. 20 00:04:27,940 --> 00:04:28,940 Yeah. 21 00:04:29,120 --> 00:04:30,520 I'm supposed to be slowing down, you know. 22 00:04:34,840 --> 00:04:37,180 This payback full of free labor you got out of me as a kid. 23 00:05:02,950 --> 00:05:04,590 Yeah, you beat me to it. Well done. 24 00:05:07,250 --> 00:05:08,250 Getting trained. 25 00:05:09,050 --> 00:05:09,749 I know. 26 00:05:09,750 --> 00:05:10,750 Feet up. 27 00:05:21,170 --> 00:05:24,010 Ready? Here we go. And we're off. Going to get you, mate. 28 00:05:26,910 --> 00:05:30,990 So I'm fucking driving, and I've had a few, you know, on the back roads, and I 29 00:05:30,990 --> 00:05:31,990 see this sign. 30 00:05:33,890 --> 00:05:34,890 It's just a talking dog. 31 00:05:35,790 --> 00:05:36,549 We'll see. 32 00:05:36,550 --> 00:05:39,930 Righto, quarter time. Next week, I'll see you over here. Home game. Let's go. 33 00:05:40,390 --> 00:05:41,390 Who's going to win? 34 00:05:41,970 --> 00:05:42,970 Daddy! 35 00:05:43,470 --> 00:05:44,530 Here we go. 36 00:05:45,210 --> 00:05:46,210 Nice work. 37 00:05:53,490 --> 00:05:54,349 How'd you go? 38 00:05:54,350 --> 00:05:55,350 All right. 39 00:05:55,370 --> 00:05:56,530 Can we stay and come over with you? 40 00:05:57,050 --> 00:05:59,630 No, mate. I've got a train. I've got to take a par home. 41 00:06:01,270 --> 00:06:02,670 I've got some work to do when I get there, too. 42 00:06:02,990 --> 00:06:04,050 You've had a big day, Miss Ted. 43 00:06:05,070 --> 00:06:07,550 Come on, give Dad a hope. We'll see him in the morning. See you, Mum. 44 00:06:08,530 --> 00:06:09,530 Have a good sleep. 45 00:06:09,750 --> 00:06:10,649 Right now. 46 00:06:10,650 --> 00:06:11,650 Behave. 47 00:06:12,310 --> 00:06:13,310 See you, Bud. 48 00:06:14,230 --> 00:06:17,590 You see, that dog's a fucking liar. 49 00:06:17,870 --> 00:06:19,050 It hasn't done any of that shit. 50 00:06:22,530 --> 00:06:24,130 This is a fucking bullshit dog. 51 00:06:26,490 --> 00:06:29,290 You all right, Mad Paddy? Oh, look out, look out, the boss is here. 52 00:06:29,530 --> 00:06:30,530 You'd better take me home, illustrate. 53 00:06:30,870 --> 00:06:32,010 I'm going to go home, about 5 .10. 54 00:06:32,490 --> 00:06:34,530 Can I have a beer, mate? Get him a beer. 55 00:06:34,730 --> 00:06:35,729 No, I'm all right. 56 00:06:35,730 --> 00:06:38,150 Jackie, I'm all right, mate. No, no, I'm good. No, I've got to get home and put 57 00:06:38,150 --> 00:06:39,150 the sheep in the shed, mate. 58 00:06:39,390 --> 00:06:40,390 Oh, the sheep. 59 00:06:40,470 --> 00:06:41,470 Yeah. 60 00:06:41,710 --> 00:06:42,710 Why? 61 00:06:43,350 --> 00:06:44,490 I've got to get them up. 62 00:06:45,470 --> 00:06:48,730 I can't afford to have wet sheep, can I? Just leave it. I can't have wet sheep. 63 00:06:48,810 --> 00:06:50,050 Oh. I can't have sheep. 64 00:06:50,350 --> 00:06:51,530 Fuck the sheep. Is that what he said? 65 00:06:52,390 --> 00:06:53,710 Fuck your own fucking sheep. 66 00:06:54,650 --> 00:06:57,450 Finish that. Come back and get some, all right? All right, mate. Jackie, love. 67 00:06:57,730 --> 00:06:59,570 Got a couple on the tick. Just give me a couple. 68 00:06:59,930 --> 00:07:02,390 I think you've had enough, haven't you? I'm going to have plenty more. 69 00:07:03,390 --> 00:07:05,210 All right, all right, all right. 70 00:07:10,210 --> 00:07:12,570 You needn't stop, eh? I don't forget. 71 00:07:13,090 --> 00:07:14,090 Well, don't you forget. 72 00:07:49,840 --> 00:07:52,580 You don't hang around with the blokes much these days, do you, son? 73 00:07:53,240 --> 00:07:54,240 No. 74 00:07:56,660 --> 00:08:00,700 When's the last time you got in a piss? 75 00:08:02,500 --> 00:08:03,500 Just a busy. 76 00:08:05,560 --> 00:08:07,820 Well, you know what they like. 77 00:08:10,040 --> 00:08:11,040 Rest in peace. 78 00:10:11,750 --> 00:10:12,750 You can come to bed. 79 00:10:13,370 --> 00:10:16,610 Yeah, yeah, I've got a couple of things to do before tomorrow morning, but it's 80 00:10:16,610 --> 00:10:17,369 almost done. 81 00:10:17,370 --> 00:10:18,370 20 minutes. 82 00:10:18,710 --> 00:10:19,710 And you're going to be in bed. 83 00:11:08,300 --> 00:11:09,199 Let's go boys! 84 00:11:09,200 --> 00:11:10,660 Fucking turn it up! 85 00:11:55,810 --> 00:11:58,610 All right. 86 00:12:12,240 --> 00:12:13,960 I'm a bit trisexual. 87 00:12:14,380 --> 00:12:15,600 I'll try anything sexual. 88 00:12:20,220 --> 00:12:26,300 I suppose we finish up those last ones we got, eh? 89 00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:02,220 What is it? What do you think? 90 00:13:02,720 --> 00:13:03,720 No. 91 00:13:04,440 --> 00:13:05,440 Didn't fall. 92 00:13:23,180 --> 00:13:24,940 Okay. Hello. Hello. 93 00:13:25,380 --> 00:13:26,380 Hi. 94 00:13:30,250 --> 00:13:31,250 It's been just crazy. 95 00:13:31,990 --> 00:13:32,990 That's all right. 96 00:13:33,590 --> 00:13:34,590 Yeah. 97 00:13:35,230 --> 00:13:36,310 What are you up to today? 98 00:13:37,330 --> 00:13:42,070 I have a meeting first thing with this guy who thinks he can swing his dick 99 00:13:42,070 --> 00:13:43,070 around to get his own way. 100 00:13:43,970 --> 00:13:50,130 I hate his guts. I truly fucking hate his guts. Catherine, the kids are here. 101 00:13:50,470 --> 00:13:51,470 Hi, Catherine. 102 00:13:51,590 --> 00:13:53,570 Oh, my God, I'm so sorry. 103 00:13:53,910 --> 00:13:56,090 Hey, Eric, how are you going? 104 00:13:56,570 --> 00:13:58,050 You taller than your mum yet? 105 00:13:58,610 --> 00:13:59,610 Yeah. 106 00:14:04,699 --> 00:14:05,699 Yep, Sal's here. 107 00:14:07,140 --> 00:14:08,460 Hi. Thank you. 108 00:14:09,640 --> 00:14:11,220 I miss you so much. 109 00:14:11,540 --> 00:14:14,740 Well, if you moved home, you might meet a nice country guy. 110 00:14:15,040 --> 00:14:19,880 Yeah, well, that's never going to happen in a million Sundays, so I'm sorry 111 00:14:19,880 --> 00:14:20,880 about that. 112 00:14:21,160 --> 00:14:22,160 They're not that bad. 113 00:14:23,460 --> 00:14:26,780 Anyway, don't get me started on guys. We'll be here for an hour. I've got to 114 00:14:26,880 --> 00:14:27,779 I've got to go. 115 00:14:27,780 --> 00:14:31,380 Okay. Okay, well, we just got home. Okay, love you. Say love you on the 116 00:14:31,800 --> 00:14:33,300 Okay, I love you. Bye. 117 00:14:37,800 --> 00:14:39,380 Right you two, let's get inside. 118 00:17:23,210 --> 00:17:24,930 Hey, what are you making yourselves? 119 00:17:26,910 --> 00:17:29,970 Patterns. Patterns? That's a good girl. 120 00:18:45,409 --> 00:18:46,409 What's wrong? 121 00:18:46,510 --> 00:18:47,510 What's the matter? 122 00:18:47,650 --> 00:18:48,650 What's going on? 123 00:18:49,010 --> 00:18:50,010 What's going on? 124 00:19:32,590 --> 00:19:33,590 So. 125 00:21:16,010 --> 00:21:17,810 Good morning, brothers and sisters of Christ. 126 00:21:18,530 --> 00:21:24,390 We are here this morning to celebrate the life of Alec. 127 00:21:26,410 --> 00:21:33,050 To thank God for the life and to mourn and to honor him. 128 00:21:33,910 --> 00:21:39,770 To rest his mortal body and to support the family and support one another 129 00:21:39,770 --> 00:21:42,270 in this difficult time. 130 00:21:44,240 --> 00:21:50,020 We are entrusting God that the death of Alec is a new beginning in his 131 00:21:50,020 --> 00:21:51,500 relationship with God. 132 00:21:52,460 --> 00:21:56,420 Pray for Alec's family to mourn and pray. 133 00:21:57,420 --> 00:22:03,180 Let them know that the love of God is unconditional love. 134 00:22:04,400 --> 00:22:07,980 Loving God, you alone are the source of life. 135 00:22:09,140 --> 00:22:13,400 Your life -giving grace through Christ feeds us with Christ. 136 00:22:36,159 --> 00:22:39,200 Shall we pray? 137 00:23:43,120 --> 00:23:44,480 Greasy. I 138 00:23:44,480 --> 00:23:59,780 won't. 139 00:24:13,230 --> 00:24:14,230 Bye. 140 00:24:43,120 --> 00:24:44,940 And I went on down the road. 141 00:24:45,380 --> 00:24:49,340 On down the road. Oh, yeah, I went on down the road. 142 00:24:49,860 --> 00:24:51,860 On down the road. Yeah, whoa, whoa. 143 00:24:52,480 --> 00:24:53,480 Whoa, 144 00:24:53,820 --> 00:24:54,820 whoa. 145 00:24:55,580 --> 00:24:59,540 It's the rainy season of where I've been living at. Death comes leaping out of 146 00:24:59,540 --> 00:25:02,980 every doorway, wasting your fucking money. Whoa, whoa. 147 00:25:03,300 --> 00:25:04,800 Whoa, whoa. 148 00:25:05,680 --> 00:25:08,420 And I went on down. 149 00:26:01,800 --> 00:26:02,800 I'll take a sleep. 150 00:26:04,360 --> 00:26:05,900 Well, come and hop in here then. 151 00:26:31,530 --> 00:26:32,530 Thank you. 152 00:28:38,699 --> 00:28:41,020 Hello, Alison, it's me again. 153 00:28:41,940 --> 00:28:45,180 Yeah, can you just give me a call when you get a chance? 154 00:28:46,660 --> 00:28:48,280 OK, bye. I love you. 155 00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:19,680 Mom, we're ready to go. 156 00:29:20,880 --> 00:29:21,880 We're ready for school. 157 00:30:31,760 --> 00:30:32,760 Hi Owen. 158 00:30:52,100 --> 00:30:54,680 Can you give me a hand tomorrow with the cuddle work? 159 00:31:44,170 --> 00:31:45,170 Was that a lesson? 160 00:31:49,590 --> 00:31:52,590 It still baffles me. 161 00:31:52,930 --> 00:31:53,930 It keeps happening. 162 00:31:55,770 --> 00:31:56,910 I wonder how he did it. 163 00:31:58,570 --> 00:32:01,410 I just wonder how they're coping with it, to be honest. I mean, how do you 164 00:32:01,410 --> 00:32:02,410 on from that? 165 00:32:05,250 --> 00:32:06,290 What did you tell your kids? 166 00:32:06,690 --> 00:32:07,930 I said it was a farm accident. 167 00:32:08,430 --> 00:32:10,010 I didn't want to go into the details. 168 00:32:12,250 --> 00:32:13,850 What's the tricky one? What did you say? 169 00:32:15,270 --> 00:32:16,109 I don't know. 170 00:32:16,110 --> 00:32:17,230 I just said he was upset. 171 00:32:45,610 --> 00:32:46,610 How was school today? 172 00:32:47,350 --> 00:32:48,350 Shit. 173 00:32:55,470 --> 00:32:57,810 How about you both stay home and help me tomorrow? 174 00:32:58,270 --> 00:32:59,270 Yeah. 175 00:33:36,680 --> 00:33:37,680 Come on, love. 176 00:33:45,620 --> 00:33:49,560 Oh, this one has to go straight. Sally, can you run down and change the gate for 177 00:33:49,560 --> 00:33:50,560 me? 178 00:34:13,139 --> 00:34:14,139 What's pardoning? 179 00:34:17,780 --> 00:34:18,179 I 180 00:34:18,179 --> 00:34:26,500 don't 181 00:34:26,500 --> 00:34:28,120 know, hon. Just keep pushing that next cow up. 182 00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:37,260 You're still not a pot. 183 00:35:05,610 --> 00:35:06,610 Hi, you're in the way. 184 00:35:07,310 --> 00:35:08,310 Hi. 185 00:35:09,990 --> 00:35:10,990 You're in the way. 186 00:35:19,750 --> 00:35:20,750 Hi. 187 00:35:38,350 --> 00:35:39,350 What's wrong with Pa? 188 00:35:39,450 --> 00:35:40,770 He just misses Dad, hon. 189 00:35:45,190 --> 00:35:50,850 You alright, hon? 190 00:35:51,610 --> 00:35:52,610 Yep. 191 00:36:28,560 --> 00:36:29,560 Good work. 192 00:36:42,880 --> 00:36:45,120 Come on, you two. Out we go. Time for school. 193 00:36:45,360 --> 00:36:46,118 I'm not going. 194 00:36:46,120 --> 00:36:47,920 Yes, you are. I'm not going to school. 195 00:36:48,240 --> 00:36:50,680 Yes, you are. Mum, I'm not going. 196 00:36:50,920 --> 00:36:52,700 Yes, you are. What's the point? 197 00:36:53,300 --> 00:36:54,800 Because an education's important. 198 00:36:55,580 --> 00:36:56,580 I'm just going to be a farmer. 199 00:36:56,760 --> 00:36:57,760 I don't need to learn. 200 00:36:57,900 --> 00:37:00,360 Farmers have the most important job in the world, Eric. 201 00:37:00,880 --> 00:37:02,060 It's a huge responsibility. 202 00:37:02,720 --> 00:37:05,640 How will you expect to be a farmer if you don't know how to do maths or 203 00:37:05,700 --> 00:37:06,700 You're going to school. 204 00:37:15,900 --> 00:37:16,900 Eric! 205 00:37:26,190 --> 00:37:27,190 Love you too, doll. 206 00:38:02,280 --> 00:38:03,420 Is that flower still in your ear? 207 00:38:04,000 --> 00:38:05,280 Yes, but it's on the other side. 208 00:38:21,440 --> 00:38:22,440 Don't make me any prettier. 209 00:39:32,660 --> 00:39:35,880 Oh, are you serious? What the fuck are you doing? Get out, get out. I'm not, 210 00:39:35,880 --> 00:39:38,880 Ben. No, you're not. I'm beating the cattle. Get out. I've fucking lived here 211 00:39:38,880 --> 00:39:42,280 whole life. I know what I'm doing. No, you're drunk. You can't drive. Get out. 212 00:39:42,400 --> 00:39:43,218 I'm fucking drunk. 213 00:39:43,220 --> 00:39:46,080 It's too dangerous. I'm beating the cows. Give me the keys. Give me the keys 214 00:39:46,080 --> 00:39:47,140 now. It's dangerous. 215 00:39:47,540 --> 00:39:48,540 Dangerous. Dangerous. 216 00:39:50,520 --> 00:39:51,520 Fuck off, Owen. 217 00:39:51,860 --> 00:39:52,860 Fucking make that. 218 00:39:53,480 --> 00:39:54,560 Look at me. 219 00:39:55,480 --> 00:39:57,560 Owen, look at me. 220 00:40:00,920 --> 00:40:04,740 Come on, if you don't get out now, I'm going to fucking throw you out by the 221 00:40:04,740 --> 00:40:06,020 scruff of your neck. Get out. 222 00:40:10,440 --> 00:40:11,440 Okay. 223 00:40:12,620 --> 00:40:17,060 Okay. Come on, please, just get out. I'll get out of the fucking truck. And I 224 00:40:17,060 --> 00:40:18,060 don't need any help. 225 00:40:18,240 --> 00:40:19,240 Just don't. 226 00:40:19,580 --> 00:40:20,580 Don't touch me. 227 00:40:31,480 --> 00:40:32,480 No. 228 00:40:38,700 --> 00:40:39,700 Jesus, 229 00:40:42,900 --> 00:40:44,660 come on. Let's just get you up to the house. Come on. 230 00:41:01,800 --> 00:41:02,800 Is he dead? 231 00:41:05,180 --> 00:41:07,920 No, honey. He's just sleeping. 232 00:41:09,040 --> 00:41:10,100 Quick, we'd better hurry. 233 00:41:12,080 --> 00:41:13,460 One, two. 234 00:41:15,100 --> 00:41:16,100 Go get your bag. 235 00:41:19,140 --> 00:41:20,140 Let's go. 236 00:41:22,940 --> 00:41:23,940 Come on. 237 00:41:24,920 --> 00:41:25,920 Please. 238 00:41:26,520 --> 00:41:27,379 Come on. 239 00:41:27,380 --> 00:41:28,380 We've got to get the sheep. 240 00:41:29,380 --> 00:41:30,380 Please. 241 00:41:33,350 --> 00:41:34,350 Oh, come on. 242 00:41:34,630 --> 00:41:35,630 Push, push, push. 243 00:41:36,130 --> 00:41:37,810 Push him, come on. Hey, hey, push. 244 00:41:38,430 --> 00:41:40,910 Push up, come on. Push up, girls. Oh, come on, we've got one down here. 245 00:41:42,790 --> 00:41:43,890 Push up, push up. 246 00:41:44,330 --> 00:41:45,229 Come on, Stella. 247 00:41:45,230 --> 00:41:46,230 Hop in. 248 00:41:46,930 --> 00:41:48,470 Hey, come on, push, push, push, push, push. 249 00:41:48,710 --> 00:41:50,410 Stella, come on, please help me. 250 00:41:51,170 --> 00:41:52,170 Stella. 251 00:41:52,310 --> 00:41:53,029 Come on. 252 00:41:53,030 --> 00:41:54,030 No. 253 00:41:54,390 --> 00:41:55,390 Please. 254 00:41:55,630 --> 00:41:56,950 Good girl. Come on, push up. 255 00:41:57,330 --> 00:41:58,169 Push up. 256 00:41:58,170 --> 00:41:59,410 Push up. Come on. 257 00:42:00,910 --> 00:42:02,610 Push. Hey, hey, hey, hey. Come on. 258 00:42:27,080 --> 00:42:30,860 You know, I don't want to be noisy or anything, Alison, but... Are you 259 00:42:30,860 --> 00:42:32,780 travelling? Yeah, we're coping. 260 00:42:33,180 --> 00:42:35,800 You know, if there's anything I can do to help, just reach out. 261 00:42:36,640 --> 00:42:37,680 I will, thank you. 262 00:42:38,180 --> 00:42:40,800 We have spare lunches, just in case they forget their lunchbox. 263 00:42:41,840 --> 00:42:43,600 I forgot, didn't I? Sorry. 264 00:42:44,460 --> 00:42:45,580 Hey, it's OK. 265 00:42:45,800 --> 00:42:47,180 So what do they have on their sandwiches? 266 00:42:47,720 --> 00:42:48,720 Just in case. 267 00:42:50,140 --> 00:42:51,320 You have a lot on your plate. 268 00:42:52,990 --> 00:42:56,350 We'll make sure they get them. I'm all over it. Don't worry. You sure? It won't 269 00:42:56,350 --> 00:42:57,350 happen again. 270 00:43:00,730 --> 00:43:01,730 Look after yourself. 271 00:43:18,290 --> 00:43:20,510 The grasshoppers have parents. 272 00:43:23,080 --> 00:43:24,080 Yeah, I reckon. 273 00:43:45,400 --> 00:43:46,800 Where's Heaven? 274 00:43:47,200 --> 00:43:49,140 What? Where's Heaven? 275 00:43:50,460 --> 00:43:51,460 Uh... 276 00:43:52,490 --> 00:43:53,490 The sky, I think. 277 00:43:54,070 --> 00:43:55,550 Can we go there? 278 00:43:57,550 --> 00:43:58,550 Not really. 279 00:43:59,530 --> 00:44:01,590 How do people get there? 280 00:44:02,450 --> 00:44:04,110 Well, that's where they go when they die. 281 00:44:05,550 --> 00:44:07,490 Will I go there when I die? 282 00:44:09,550 --> 00:44:10,550 Yeah, I reckon. 283 00:44:39,839 --> 00:44:40,839 Hi. 284 00:44:45,300 --> 00:44:46,300 How are you? 285 00:44:48,980 --> 00:44:49,980 Good. 286 00:44:53,240 --> 00:44:55,960 I'm sorry. I'm sorry it took me so long to get here. 287 00:44:56,440 --> 00:44:57,760 It's all right. You didn't need to come. 288 00:44:58,200 --> 00:45:00,940 Well, hell, of course I had to come. 289 00:45:01,770 --> 00:45:03,190 You didn't answer my calls. 290 00:45:05,810 --> 00:45:07,590 I've just been busy. 291 00:45:12,810 --> 00:45:13,810 Good to see you. 292 00:45:16,170 --> 00:45:17,330 It's good to see you too. 293 00:45:21,030 --> 00:45:22,030 Come here. 294 00:45:22,930 --> 00:45:23,930 I'll get a cuppa. 295 00:45:25,370 --> 00:45:26,370 Okay. 296 00:45:42,860 --> 00:45:44,820 Looks like an atomic bomb just hit in here. 297 00:46:05,680 --> 00:46:08,420 How long are you staying? 298 00:46:09,100 --> 00:46:10,140 I don't know. 299 00:46:13,710 --> 00:46:14,790 Would you want a cup of tea? 300 00:46:15,950 --> 00:46:17,070 I'll put the jug on. 301 00:46:29,430 --> 00:46:31,250 When was the last time you had a shower? 302 00:46:33,570 --> 00:46:37,870 Your hair is as greasy as fuck, like it's rank. 303 00:46:38,590 --> 00:46:39,590 Thanks, Catherine. 304 00:46:41,630 --> 00:46:42,630 Sorry. 305 00:46:43,050 --> 00:46:45,010 Well, it just, your hair is really greasy. 306 00:46:45,310 --> 00:46:46,310 Is black tea okay? 307 00:46:47,050 --> 00:46:48,510 Because I've got no milk. 308 00:46:49,590 --> 00:46:51,210 Have you got oat milk or? 309 00:46:51,510 --> 00:46:52,510 No. 310 00:46:53,390 --> 00:46:54,750 Okay, yep, no worries. 311 00:46:55,530 --> 00:46:57,090 Say hello to Aunty Catherine, you two. 312 00:46:58,650 --> 00:47:00,910 Oh, hello, Sally. 313 00:47:02,290 --> 00:47:03,790 You don't know me, do you? 314 00:47:05,170 --> 00:47:06,450 Oh, Eric. 315 00:47:06,930 --> 00:47:08,870 Oh, so nice to see you. 316 00:47:10,650 --> 00:47:12,530 You are taller than your mum. 317 00:47:12,960 --> 00:47:13,960 Aren't you? 318 00:47:17,940 --> 00:47:20,860 Is chicken nuggets and veggies okay for dinner? 319 00:47:21,080 --> 00:47:22,080 Yeah. 320 00:47:26,860 --> 00:47:32,180 Why don't you go and have a bath or something? I can serve them up. 321 00:47:33,560 --> 00:47:34,740 Really? Yeah. 322 00:47:38,160 --> 00:47:39,840 Right, will you two help Aunty Catherine? 323 00:47:41,130 --> 00:47:44,610 I'm here now and I will help you do things. 324 00:47:45,490 --> 00:47:46,490 Okay, okay. 325 00:47:47,650 --> 00:47:53,530 Let's clean up the table so that we can at least eat at it. I just... 326 00:47:53,530 --> 00:47:57,310 Jesus Christ, is that Vegemite or poo? 327 00:47:57,930 --> 00:47:58,930 Ah! 328 00:48:22,760 --> 00:48:23,760 Boy, that looks good. 329 00:48:24,280 --> 00:48:26,460 Alec, you're not sitting at the table covered in shit. 330 00:48:26,760 --> 00:48:27,820 Go and get changed. 331 00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:35,080 You're not sitting at the table in that. How much do you want, 332 00:48:35,140 --> 00:48:36,240 darling? Heaps, please. 333 00:48:36,480 --> 00:48:37,640 You're going to eat me out of house and home. 334 00:48:39,060 --> 00:48:40,060 Thank you. 335 00:48:49,120 --> 00:48:50,340 Is that all right? 336 00:48:52,460 --> 00:48:54,020 Hey, mate, I'm glad you appreciate it. 337 00:48:54,300 --> 00:48:55,620 Been working on them all day. 338 00:48:56,420 --> 00:48:58,060 A little bit of this. 339 00:48:58,300 --> 00:48:59,300 The lady. 340 00:48:59,820 --> 00:49:04,220 Look at the girl. Oh, you're so lucky I love you. Really? Yeah. 341 00:49:04,500 --> 00:49:05,840 Is that about right, is it? 342 00:49:06,260 --> 00:49:08,320 Come on. Actually, this looks good. 343 00:49:08,640 --> 00:49:09,640 Oh, fuck! No! 344 00:49:09,940 --> 00:49:10,939 No! No! 345 00:49:10,940 --> 00:49:13,640 No, don't you dare! 346 00:49:13,860 --> 00:49:14,860 Don't you dare! 347 00:49:15,080 --> 00:49:16,080 Sally! 348 00:49:17,040 --> 00:49:19,480 You're out with the dogs tonight. You're not even there. 349 00:49:19,860 --> 00:49:20,860 Get down there! 350 00:49:22,700 --> 00:49:24,060 You're going to have a fucking death. 351 00:49:24,280 --> 00:49:25,760 You are going to have a fucking 352 00:49:25,760 --> 00:49:43,180 death. 353 00:49:44,140 --> 00:49:47,660 And... Ooh, yeah. 354 00:49:48,460 --> 00:49:49,460 Chicken nuggets. 355 00:49:49,700 --> 00:49:50,700 Thank you. 356 00:49:52,560 --> 00:49:53,560 Would you like some water? 357 00:49:53,880 --> 00:49:54,880 Yes, please. 358 00:49:57,140 --> 00:49:58,840 This is very civilised, isn't it? 359 00:50:00,260 --> 00:50:02,960 There you are. 360 00:50:03,400 --> 00:50:04,940 I bet that feels better now. 361 00:50:05,320 --> 00:50:06,560 It does, thank you. 362 00:50:06,940 --> 00:50:07,940 Good. 363 00:50:26,180 --> 00:50:27,560 What are you up to tomorrow then? 364 00:50:28,620 --> 00:50:31,180 We have to get up early to clean the shearing shed out for crutching. 365 00:50:33,080 --> 00:50:34,080 Want to help? 366 00:50:36,720 --> 00:50:37,720 I'll pass. 367 00:50:39,040 --> 00:50:40,080 Stinky places they are. 368 00:51:36,600 --> 00:51:39,600 Yeah, you know what I need? 369 00:51:41,480 --> 00:51:42,660 Nice cold beer, man. 370 00:52:33,540 --> 00:52:36,080 So you reckon it's going to take another two days or so to get the rest done? 371 00:52:36,360 --> 00:52:37,279 Yeah, I reckon. 372 00:52:37,280 --> 00:52:39,620 We're going to have to come back on Monday to finish the last of them. 373 00:52:40,440 --> 00:52:43,040 I would have come on the weekend, but this lot have got a party on. It's all 374 00:52:43,040 --> 00:52:44,280 right. Eric's got footy. 375 00:52:44,660 --> 00:52:46,500 Oh, yeah, Cleo too. We're going to be there. 376 00:52:48,260 --> 00:52:49,260 It's going to be hard, huh? 377 00:52:50,400 --> 00:52:51,400 Yeah, it will be. 378 00:52:52,200 --> 00:52:55,200 Look, I'm going to come in tomorrow, 6 o 'clock. I'll get started. 379 00:52:55,720 --> 00:52:59,020 And if we can push through, we might get it done in one day. 380 00:52:59,380 --> 00:53:00,380 I don't know. 381 00:53:04,910 --> 00:53:07,530 Can I get an advance payment to pay Sonny? 382 00:53:07,770 --> 00:53:09,110 I've got to pay you to rent tomorrow. 383 00:53:09,430 --> 00:53:11,430 Yep, just send me an invoice tonight and I'll get paid. 384 00:53:14,690 --> 00:53:16,690 I'm taking the coast road. 385 00:53:18,250 --> 00:53:23,190 I'm going to ride a load. I will be there by two. Like a cat. 386 00:53:24,510 --> 00:53:27,310 You can put it there. 387 00:53:30,410 --> 00:53:31,770 There by two. 388 00:53:32,850 --> 00:53:34,170 So far today. 389 00:53:45,819 --> 00:53:47,860 you go and finish the table okay 390 00:53:47,860 --> 00:53:54,360 this is nice 391 00:53:54,360 --> 00:54:01,280 yeah i didn't do it alone i had a little apprentice it's the best 392 00:54:01,280 --> 00:54:02,280 little helper 393 00:54:03,589 --> 00:54:05,150 Eric was a good help in the yard today. 394 00:54:05,970 --> 00:54:07,550 I think I've got the dogs figured out. 395 00:54:08,510 --> 00:54:11,270 Stella's the boss, and if you tell her what to do, she'll need to follow us. 396 00:54:11,710 --> 00:54:13,230 I can't get them to do anything. 397 00:54:14,410 --> 00:54:15,670 Things could just sound like Dad. 398 00:54:45,049 --> 00:54:46,049 Hey. Hey. 399 00:54:46,050 --> 00:54:47,550 It's good to see you. You too. 400 00:54:50,270 --> 00:54:51,270 Yeah. 401 00:54:52,910 --> 00:54:54,170 So I've been hard at it. 402 00:54:54,770 --> 00:54:56,130 Yeah? How's it all going? 403 00:54:57,090 --> 00:54:58,090 It's no good, Alison. 404 00:54:58,370 --> 00:54:59,370 It's rooted. 405 00:55:00,090 --> 00:55:03,190 I think it only got through the last season because of all the patch -up 406 00:55:03,990 --> 00:55:07,010 You're not going to get anything out of this, Baylor, until you fix this belt, 407 00:55:07,070 --> 00:55:08,070 because it's frayed. 408 00:55:08,570 --> 00:55:10,270 Well, that's just what needs to happen. 409 00:55:11,230 --> 00:55:12,390 Well, yeah, fix it all. 410 00:55:12,860 --> 00:55:14,700 Well, you're buying new, aren't you? I can't do that. 411 00:55:15,740 --> 00:55:16,780 All right, better get started. 412 00:55:17,520 --> 00:55:21,380 I'll have all the parts back at the workshop, so don't worry, Alison. 413 00:55:24,040 --> 00:55:26,400 Pat, Sonny and I, we've got your back, you know. 414 00:55:28,060 --> 00:55:29,060 We'll work it out. 415 00:55:29,500 --> 00:55:30,500 Thank you. 416 00:56:02,089 --> 00:56:03,089 Having a footy training? 417 00:56:03,350 --> 00:56:05,050 Sure, I'll grab my gear. Right. 418 00:56:05,870 --> 00:56:08,190 No, we've got jobs to do. 419 00:56:09,870 --> 00:56:10,930 Do you want one, please? 420 00:56:11,610 --> 00:56:13,450 No, Eric, we've had a big few days. 421 00:56:14,170 --> 00:56:15,170 Just not Eric. 422 00:56:17,870 --> 00:56:18,870 Fuck, 423 00:56:21,590 --> 00:56:22,590 sorry. 424 00:56:23,310 --> 00:56:25,130 All good. It's a lovely gesture, though. 425 00:56:25,810 --> 00:56:26,970 You've got footy on the weekend. 426 00:56:29,890 --> 00:56:30,890 I'll come to the game. 427 00:56:34,600 --> 00:56:35,600 Yeah? You will? 428 00:58:08,420 --> 00:58:09,700 How's the tractor thing going? 429 00:58:11,660 --> 00:58:12,660 It's rooted. 430 00:58:14,400 --> 00:58:15,580 How much is it going to cost? 431 00:58:16,460 --> 00:58:17,460 Enough. 432 00:58:19,980 --> 00:58:24,180 Well, if it's too expensive, then maybe you should not fix it. 433 00:58:24,520 --> 00:58:26,680 If I don't get it fixed, I can't bough the hay. 434 00:58:27,020 --> 00:58:29,320 Then you won't. I won't bough the hay. 435 00:58:30,140 --> 00:58:32,320 If I don't bough the hay, I can't feed the stock. 436 00:58:39,790 --> 00:58:41,770 I don't know how you're going to deal with all this. 437 00:58:42,550 --> 00:58:43,550 Deal with what? 438 00:58:45,650 --> 00:58:47,270 I think a million dollar debt. 439 00:58:49,970 --> 00:58:51,750 Most farmers are in this amount of debt. 440 00:58:53,730 --> 00:58:55,110 Really? Yeah. 441 00:58:57,310 --> 00:59:01,410 As farmers, we gamble with the weather every day. And when you get a season 442 00:59:01,410 --> 00:59:04,390 we did last year and the rain ruins the crop, we don't get a harvest. 443 00:59:05,130 --> 00:59:06,130 It's a risk we take. 444 00:59:10,220 --> 00:59:17,120 I don't know how people can live like this It is what it is 445 00:59:17,120 --> 00:59:29,640 Hello 446 00:59:42,160 --> 00:59:43,560 I'll come down and get him now. Thank you. 447 00:59:48,140 --> 00:59:49,140 Hey, 448 00:59:50,620 --> 00:59:54,160 Jackie. I'm sorry, Ellie. I would have taken him home myself, but I just don't 449 00:59:54,160 --> 00:59:55,900 have anyone else to close up. I know, right? 450 00:59:56,160 --> 00:59:57,160 Stop. 451 00:59:57,860 --> 00:59:58,860 I know. 452 00:59:59,540 --> 01:00:04,040 You do realize you're going to have to go out. 453 01:00:04,360 --> 01:00:05,360 I'm going to. 454 01:00:08,830 --> 01:00:11,810 What's going to happen is I'm going to have to take you to rehab. All right. 455 01:00:12,410 --> 01:00:13,410 All right. 456 01:00:13,790 --> 01:00:14,890 I'm hungry. 457 01:00:17,530 --> 01:00:19,330 I'm going to get you hungry. I need some Tucker. 458 01:00:19,870 --> 01:00:20,769 Thank you. 459 01:00:20,770 --> 01:00:23,610 You know, just a little one. A little one. 460 01:00:24,290 --> 01:00:25,610 How are you doing, Allison? 461 01:00:25,830 --> 01:00:26,830 Yeah, all right. 462 01:00:27,530 --> 01:00:28,530 Oh. 463 01:00:29,430 --> 01:00:31,850 Alan's been a little out of control tonight, but he's okay. 464 01:00:32,530 --> 01:00:33,530 What's the plan? 465 01:00:35,630 --> 01:00:36,670 To get you home. 466 01:00:37,010 --> 01:00:38,009 Oh, great. 467 01:00:38,010 --> 01:00:39,030 You ready to get up? 468 01:00:39,310 --> 01:00:40,890 On three. Oh, Jesus. 469 01:00:41,290 --> 01:00:44,270 One, two, three. 470 01:00:46,150 --> 01:00:47,150 Here, 471 01:00:50,090 --> 01:00:51,910 Jackie. I want a pie. 472 01:00:54,150 --> 01:00:55,150 Behave. 473 01:00:55,530 --> 01:00:58,070 I'll be back, darling. I'll be back. No, you will. 474 01:00:59,010 --> 01:01:00,830 I would have taken it, but I've had a few myself. 475 01:01:01,870 --> 01:01:02,870 It's okay. 476 01:01:03,410 --> 01:01:04,410 You going to be okay? 477 01:01:04,870 --> 01:01:05,870 Yeah. 478 01:01:08,520 --> 01:01:09,520 Sweet dreams, Alan. 479 01:01:11,680 --> 01:01:12,680 He's going to sleep. 480 01:01:16,040 --> 01:01:17,160 All right, be drive safe. 481 01:01:18,180 --> 01:01:19,180 Thanks. 482 01:01:19,420 --> 01:01:20,420 Sorry. 483 01:01:26,300 --> 01:01:27,420 Oh, okay. 484 01:01:28,280 --> 01:01:29,280 Oh, 485 01:01:29,520 --> 01:01:31,840 and for Christ's sake, you just pissed yourself. 486 01:01:33,020 --> 01:01:35,760 There. Through here? Yeah, on the couch. Oh, okay. 487 01:01:38,540 --> 01:01:39,920 Oh, I think we're dancing. 488 01:01:40,300 --> 01:01:41,660 Oh, Owen! 489 01:01:41,980 --> 01:01:43,040 No, no, no, I'm here. 490 01:01:43,640 --> 01:01:45,520 Oh, this is my spot. 491 01:01:46,100 --> 01:01:47,460 We're going to have to clean him up. 492 01:01:47,980 --> 01:01:48,980 No, we aren't. 493 01:01:49,940 --> 01:01:51,040 Yeah, really. 494 01:01:53,160 --> 01:01:58,020 All right, Owen, I'm going to have to... Oh, no, no, no, no, pencil. 495 01:01:58,320 --> 01:02:01,200 No, no, pencil. At least let me... Oh, far out. 496 01:02:02,520 --> 01:02:03,520 Far out. 497 01:02:04,020 --> 01:02:07,240 You'd better not bloody shit yourself for not cleaning it up. 498 01:02:24,080 --> 01:02:25,560 Alec's mum was so beautiful. 499 01:02:29,300 --> 01:02:30,880 How old was he when she died? 500 01:02:31,420 --> 01:02:33,600 Alec was just a baby. She had a heart attack. 501 01:02:33,900 --> 01:02:35,180 Oh my God, they were so young. 502 01:02:38,560 --> 01:02:40,980 That's why Alec was so paranoid about his heart. 503 01:02:42,340 --> 01:02:47,540 I can't believe that Owen raised Alec all on his own. 504 01:02:54,730 --> 01:02:56,450 He always said Alec was just like his mum. 505 01:02:57,990 --> 01:03:00,430 I know he wishes he got to spend more time with her. 506 01:03:12,610 --> 01:03:15,090 Right. He should be okay here. 507 01:03:16,490 --> 01:03:17,490 Let's go. 508 01:03:34,030 --> 01:03:35,030 Are you coming? 509 01:03:35,710 --> 01:03:36,150 You 510 01:03:36,150 --> 01:03:43,130 look 511 01:03:43,130 --> 01:03:44,130 great. 512 01:04:24,110 --> 01:04:25,110 Dickhead. 513 01:04:26,070 --> 01:04:27,230 Hey, language! 514 01:04:32,070 --> 01:04:33,070 Yes, yes! 515 01:04:38,210 --> 01:04:39,810 Didn't Alec have been in the toilet? 516 01:04:53,870 --> 01:04:54,870 I need Dad's couch. 517 01:05:03,390 --> 01:05:04,390 Hey, boy! 518 01:05:05,370 --> 01:05:10,410 I'll play a game of footy, all right? 519 01:05:11,010 --> 01:05:12,010 Okay? 520 01:06:04,930 --> 01:06:10,290 I would totally have an affair with him 521 01:06:20,720 --> 01:06:22,940 She just heard everything you said, okay? 522 01:06:24,700 --> 01:06:25,700 You okay? 523 01:06:25,980 --> 01:06:27,700 I'm not going to let them get away with that. 524 01:06:28,080 --> 01:06:29,160 You should just stop looking at me. 525 01:06:29,400 --> 01:06:31,560 You've just got to go. No, no, I'm not going to leave it alone. 526 01:06:31,980 --> 01:06:35,540 If you don't go and hit that bitch's face in, I will. 527 01:06:35,900 --> 01:06:37,040 Okay, I'm going, I'm going. 528 01:06:41,220 --> 01:06:43,660 Just saying all that shit makes you feel better about yourself. 529 01:06:46,640 --> 01:06:47,640 Serious? 530 01:06:48,500 --> 01:06:49,500 Just saying what I heard. 531 01:06:50,500 --> 01:06:52,580 Why can't you say another thing about my family? 532 01:06:53,180 --> 01:06:55,660 I seriously will beat the living fucking shit out of you. 533 01:06:58,680 --> 01:06:59,680 Just what I heard. 534 01:07:20,859 --> 01:07:22,460 Listen, what are you doing? 535 01:07:22,700 --> 01:07:23,700 What are you doing? 536 01:07:23,880 --> 01:07:25,040 I'm looking at Alex! 537 01:08:10,529 --> 01:08:12,150 Right, you need to be honest with me. 538 01:08:13,110 --> 01:08:15,570 Yeah? With Alec having an affair. 539 01:08:21,010 --> 01:08:22,210 You haven't changed, have you? 540 01:08:23,710 --> 01:08:25,590 Ollie, it's killing Alison. 541 01:08:27,010 --> 01:08:32,010 Catherine, Alison was his whole world, and now Alec was not having an affair. 542 01:08:32,569 --> 01:08:33,569 But I just need... 543 01:08:41,960 --> 01:08:44,240 I just don't understand why we'd leave her behind. 544 01:08:44,540 --> 01:08:49,380 I don't understand... why. 545 01:08:54,560 --> 01:08:57,779 Her son. 546 01:08:59,340 --> 01:09:00,340 Her son. 547 01:09:05,359 --> 01:09:06,840 We lost him, Jean. 548 01:09:31,529 --> 01:09:32,529 Nothing. 549 01:10:12,650 --> 01:10:13,710 You cleaned my room. 550 01:10:14,190 --> 01:10:15,190 Alison, it was a mess. 551 01:10:15,650 --> 01:10:16,890 I washed my sheets. 552 01:10:17,510 --> 01:10:21,850 You can't keep doing this on your own, and so I'm here to help you. You have no 553 01:10:21,850 --> 01:10:24,970 idea what I'm going through. Maybe you should talk to someone. 554 01:10:25,210 --> 01:10:27,010 Oh, my God, no, I'm fine. 555 01:10:27,290 --> 01:10:28,530 No, you're not, Alison. 556 01:10:30,670 --> 01:10:34,990 Alison, it's like you're thinking that Alex will come through the door any 557 01:10:34,990 --> 01:10:36,370 moment and fix everything. 558 01:10:37,950 --> 01:10:40,770 Fuck, you haven't even told the kids what actually happened. 559 01:10:43,850 --> 01:10:46,030 Catherine, how am I supposed to tell them? 560 01:10:47,130 --> 01:10:49,630 How do I tell them that their dad left on purpose? 561 01:10:50,050 --> 01:10:55,030 How do I tell a 12 -year -old boy that his dad left because he didn't want to 562 01:10:55,030 --> 01:10:56,030 here anymore? 563 01:10:56,950 --> 01:10:59,810 Catherine, how do I do that? 564 01:11:02,850 --> 01:11:09,490 What I need to do is just make sure that the farm is always here for them. 565 01:11:09,510 --> 01:11:10,570 That's what Alec wants. 566 01:11:11,210 --> 01:11:12,210 Alec. 567 01:11:12,390 --> 01:11:14,570 Your kids are the most important thing right now. 568 01:13:44,440 --> 01:13:48,420 You've had a stroke. 569 01:14:00,540 --> 01:14:03,660 You're a shit. You're an asshole. You scared me. 570 01:14:29,220 --> 01:14:31,680 Gene? Gene didn't die of a heart attack. 571 01:14:34,980 --> 01:14:36,620 Gene, talk to me. 572 01:14:37,660 --> 01:14:38,619 What's wrong? 573 01:14:38,620 --> 01:14:39,620 Where are you going? 574 01:14:40,920 --> 01:14:42,860 Look, Alec's in there. He's upset. 575 01:15:24,590 --> 01:15:25,890 About his mother's illness. 576 01:15:30,750 --> 01:15:33,010 Maybe my Paul would still be here. 577 01:18:08,620 --> 01:18:09,620 I'm sorry. 578 01:18:11,180 --> 01:18:12,180 It's okay. 579 01:18:14,980 --> 01:18:15,980 No, it's not. 580 01:18:16,220 --> 01:18:17,900 I can't take this out on you. 581 01:18:19,120 --> 01:18:20,480 You don't deserve this. 582 01:18:22,380 --> 01:18:24,740 Yeah, I deserve it. 583 01:18:26,100 --> 01:18:27,100 You're right. 584 01:18:29,100 --> 01:18:31,440 I'm not handling Alec being gone at all. 585 01:18:36,240 --> 01:18:37,820 I need to get better at it. 586 01:18:41,520 --> 01:18:42,520 You will. 587 01:18:44,920 --> 01:18:46,460 You just need time. 588 01:18:48,740 --> 01:18:49,960 Your only time. 589 01:18:52,880 --> 01:18:54,440 Just wish he was here. 590 01:19:01,480 --> 01:19:02,760 He is here. 591 01:19:30,440 --> 01:19:32,100 Maybe you should talk to Jackie. 592 01:19:45,000 --> 01:19:46,460 You're wearing my shirt. 593 01:19:50,740 --> 01:19:51,740 Yeah. 594 01:20:03,240 --> 01:20:04,440 You tried a baby. 595 01:20:05,240 --> 01:20:07,760 But you just did it. 596 01:20:08,020 --> 01:20:09,080 I am sophisticated. 597 01:20:11,600 --> 01:20:12,740 Don't tell anyone. 598 01:20:13,200 --> 01:20:14,200 It's mine now. 599 01:20:38,410 --> 01:20:39,410 Come in. 600 01:20:39,510 --> 01:20:40,510 I'll put the kettle on. 601 01:20:45,070 --> 01:20:46,370 Please, have a seat. 602 01:20:48,090 --> 01:20:49,090 There we go. 603 01:20:50,570 --> 01:20:53,890 Thank you. I bought these, but they're probably stale. 604 01:20:54,130 --> 01:20:55,130 Sorry. 605 01:21:16,940 --> 01:21:17,940 I don't know. 606 01:21:20,180 --> 01:21:22,280 No. Of course you don't. 607 01:21:24,480 --> 01:21:25,600 It's a hard journey. 608 01:21:26,300 --> 01:21:28,120 And no one knows how to navigate it. 609 01:21:30,220 --> 01:21:33,980 But you are so loved by so many people. 610 01:21:36,460 --> 01:21:38,080 It's okay to tell us what you need. 611 01:21:42,340 --> 01:21:43,960 How do I know what I need? 612 01:21:46,440 --> 01:21:48,060 I just want Alec to come back. 613 01:21:51,240 --> 01:21:52,240 That's okay. 614 01:21:53,500 --> 01:21:54,780 It's not going to happen. 615 01:21:56,520 --> 01:21:59,240 Everywhere I look, I'm reminded of him. 616 01:22:00,640 --> 01:22:06,640 I just wish I could go back in time and stop him and help him and see him. 617 01:22:12,120 --> 01:22:13,620 Remembering him is a good start. 618 01:22:16,680 --> 01:22:21,320 Alec may be physically gone, but you will remember him. 619 01:22:22,360 --> 01:22:24,000 You'll always remember him. 620 01:22:24,520 --> 01:22:25,520 With love. 621 01:22:28,440 --> 01:22:30,360 I think of Patrick every day. 622 01:22:32,800 --> 01:22:37,440 And my memories of him are very precious. 623 01:22:40,860 --> 01:22:45,600 Your relationship with him will never die. 624 01:22:46,160 --> 01:22:48,200 You don't have to let him go or move on. 625 01:22:50,160 --> 01:22:52,700 You're forming a new relationship with him. 626 01:22:54,820 --> 01:23:00,660 And it will be hard for you and for the kids. 627 01:23:04,360 --> 01:23:06,060 Have you talked to the kids about this? 628 01:23:08,140 --> 01:23:09,140 Oh, Ali. 629 01:23:10,200 --> 01:23:11,860 You need to talk to them, sweetheart. 630 01:23:14,000 --> 01:23:15,590 Let them... I can tell you how they feel. 631 01:23:21,810 --> 01:23:22,810 Okay. 632 01:23:25,510 --> 01:23:26,510 Yeah. 633 01:23:27,470 --> 01:23:28,770 Let's have one of these. 634 01:23:30,830 --> 01:23:32,590 Oh, yeah. 635 01:23:33,210 --> 01:23:34,210 Mm. 636 01:23:38,670 --> 01:23:39,870 Good God. 637 01:23:54,219 --> 01:23:55,500 Thank you. 638 01:23:56,980 --> 01:23:57,980 Anytime. 639 01:23:58,660 --> 01:23:59,740 Anytime, sweetheart. 640 01:24:33,580 --> 01:24:34,840 What am I supposed to tell them? 641 01:24:36,720 --> 01:24:39,500 You have left me here and I'm so lost. 642 01:24:41,400 --> 01:24:46,160 Shit, we're fucking with you, Alec. We miss you so much and we love you. 643 01:24:47,300 --> 01:24:54,160 We're scared they're going to hate you and forget your love and who you really 644 01:24:54,160 --> 01:24:55,160 were. 645 01:25:04,140 --> 01:25:05,140 on my own. 646 01:25:06,100 --> 01:25:08,580 How would I ever understand? 647 01:25:58,830 --> 01:25:59,728 Guess what? 648 01:25:59,730 --> 01:26:00,730 What? 649 01:26:01,330 --> 01:26:06,490 Pa is getting out of hospital tomorrow and he's going to stay with us for a 650 01:26:06,490 --> 01:26:07,169 little while. 651 01:26:07,170 --> 01:26:08,530 Can he stay in our room? 652 01:26:08,990 --> 01:26:13,290 Well, I was thinking you could sleep in with me and he can sleep in your bed. 653 01:26:15,590 --> 01:26:16,850 Yay. Yay. 654 01:26:19,870 --> 01:26:22,770 And then when Aunty Catherine's gone, he can sleep in the spare room. 655 01:26:24,990 --> 01:26:25,990 Sounds good. 656 01:26:33,350 --> 01:26:36,730 And I'm sorry that we haven't talked about Dad much lately. 657 01:26:38,110 --> 01:26:39,150 I've been struggling. 658 01:26:39,850 --> 01:26:41,190 It's because Dad's gone. 659 01:26:43,710 --> 01:26:44,710 Yeah. 660 01:26:47,350 --> 01:26:50,390 We just need to talk about how we feel. 661 01:26:53,310 --> 01:26:58,630 And let ourselves understand why we feel that way. 662 01:27:02,670 --> 01:27:09,130 Because if we talk about how we feel, then we'll 663 01:27:09,130 --> 01:27:14,490 understand why we're angry and why we're sad and why we feel guilty. 664 01:27:18,270 --> 01:27:19,530 I miss him. 665 01:27:23,430 --> 01:27:24,430 Me too. 666 01:27:26,030 --> 01:27:28,410 And we always will. 667 01:27:30,310 --> 01:27:32,250 But we just need to remember that he... 668 01:27:32,490 --> 01:27:33,590 He'll always love us. 669 01:27:46,110 --> 01:27:47,450 Well, how did he do it? 670 01:27:57,410 --> 01:27:59,890 Because... he's... 671 01:28:00,400 --> 01:28:02,480 He was struggling with his mental health. 672 01:28:03,860 --> 01:28:05,720 And he didn't get help. 673 01:28:07,360 --> 01:28:12,620 And he got so sick that he lost himself. 674 01:28:15,500 --> 01:28:16,720 It's just shit. 675 01:28:20,020 --> 01:28:25,560 He didn't do it to hurt you or anyone, okay? He did it to escape his own pain. 676 01:28:26,560 --> 01:28:30,760 And if he knew how much it would hurt us to not have him anymore, he would never 677 01:28:30,760 --> 01:28:31,760 have done it. 678 01:28:34,400 --> 01:28:35,400 No. 679 01:28:36,280 --> 01:28:37,280 No, no, no. 680 01:28:37,740 --> 01:28:39,820 I'm working on getting better, okay? 681 01:28:40,740 --> 01:28:44,780 And if you two need help feeling better, you need to come to me and talk to me. 682 01:28:45,460 --> 01:28:50,120 Because I'll do my best to listen and answer any questions that you have. 683 01:28:53,140 --> 01:28:54,140 Hey, Mum. 684 01:28:54,580 --> 01:28:55,740 Can I help you? 685 01:28:56,170 --> 01:29:01,990 feel any better yeah you just keep being you 686 01:29:01,990 --> 01:29:05,870 because you're an amazing young man 687 01:29:43,280 --> 01:29:44,840 You just grab its head. Yeah. 688 01:29:52,080 --> 01:29:56,700 Thank you. 689 01:29:56,940 --> 01:29:57,940 All good. 690 01:29:58,420 --> 01:30:00,900 I, uh... I'm sorry. 691 01:30:03,640 --> 01:30:04,640 It's okay. 692 01:30:06,440 --> 01:30:07,620 I just really miss him. 693 01:30:08,780 --> 01:30:10,160 We're always gonna miss him. 694 01:30:15,340 --> 01:30:16,980 You know I never would have done anything to hurt you. 695 01:30:18,240 --> 01:30:19,240 I know. 696 01:30:23,480 --> 01:30:24,480 Come here. 697 01:30:28,920 --> 01:30:30,300 You know you, it's time for school. 698 01:31:19,240 --> 01:31:20,240 Owen, I've made a decision. 699 01:31:22,440 --> 01:31:23,440 Decision about what? 700 01:31:24,080 --> 01:31:25,080 The farm. 701 01:31:26,640 --> 01:31:27,640 Yep. 702 01:31:28,200 --> 01:31:29,200 And? 703 01:31:32,900 --> 01:31:35,840 We're probably going to have to look at leasing out some of the farm or even 704 01:31:35,840 --> 01:31:37,080 selling some of the land. 705 01:31:39,660 --> 01:31:40,660 Okay. 706 01:31:41,820 --> 01:31:45,340 You and I are going to have to come up with a way that we can realistically run 707 01:31:45,340 --> 01:31:46,340 the place together. 708 01:31:50,120 --> 01:31:51,120 You mean I'm staying? 709 01:31:55,400 --> 01:31:56,400 Yeah, what do you mean? 710 01:31:59,220 --> 01:32:03,580 I thought you were going to tell me that, you know, you're going to ship me 711 01:32:03,580 --> 01:32:04,580 to her home somewhere. 712 01:32:07,600 --> 01:32:14,460 Do you think you need to talk to someone, 713 01:32:14,560 --> 01:32:15,560 though, about everything? 714 01:32:17,480 --> 01:32:18,560 What is there to talk about? 715 01:32:20,610 --> 01:32:21,610 Lots. 716 01:32:21,790 --> 01:32:23,770 And you need to talk about all of it. 717 01:32:27,770 --> 01:32:28,770 Crikey. 718 01:32:29,690 --> 01:32:34,050 First you want me to give up the sauce and then you want me to go talk to some 719 01:32:34,050 --> 01:32:36,110 shrink. 720 01:33:20,520 --> 01:33:21,499 Is it working? 721 01:33:21,500 --> 01:33:22,500 Yeah. 722 01:33:22,660 --> 01:33:24,660 That's... Oh, God, that's the best news. 723 01:33:25,240 --> 01:33:29,000 That net wrap's a bit sticky, so when it beeps, make sure you stop before you 724 01:33:29,000 --> 01:33:30,000 let the bail out. 725 01:33:30,260 --> 01:33:31,260 Right. 726 01:33:34,480 --> 01:33:37,080 What are you up to this hour, though? 727 01:33:41,720 --> 01:33:44,880 Hey, uh... Thought I might go to the pub. 728 01:33:46,320 --> 01:33:47,340 Haven't been since Alec. 729 01:33:56,310 --> 01:33:57,350 Catherine, you might want to go. 730 01:33:58,110 --> 01:33:59,110 Smooth, Hudson. 731 01:34:00,050 --> 01:34:01,310 Who knows, you might have fun. 732 01:34:05,650 --> 01:34:06,650 What do you think? 733 01:34:09,010 --> 01:34:10,030 That's cool. You can come along. 734 01:34:11,470 --> 01:34:13,790 Don't think anything's going to happen, though. 735 01:34:14,050 --> 01:34:15,050 You'll be lucky. 736 01:34:24,450 --> 01:34:25,450 All right, watch this. 737 01:34:26,280 --> 01:34:27,280 Watch this. 738 01:34:28,240 --> 01:34:29,260 It's the magic way. 739 01:34:30,400 --> 01:34:31,400 See? 740 01:34:34,380 --> 01:34:35,580 About four minutes. 741 01:34:37,920 --> 01:34:39,720 I don't think I'm all locked in the microwave. 742 01:34:40,260 --> 01:34:41,260 Mate, you'll love them. 743 01:34:42,240 --> 01:34:43,240 They'll be awesome. 744 01:34:44,980 --> 01:34:47,140 So, what else have we got? We've got the carrots. 745 01:34:48,480 --> 01:34:50,100 God, look at him, super careful. 746 01:34:50,820 --> 01:34:52,600 He's all right, isn't he? 747 01:34:53,060 --> 01:34:54,060 Found his calling. 748 01:34:55,550 --> 01:34:56,570 What's your favourite food? 749 01:34:57,530 --> 01:34:58,530 Chocolate. Chocolate. 750 01:34:58,730 --> 01:34:59,930 What's your favourite food? 751 01:35:00,490 --> 01:35:02,370 Well, I'd say beer, yeah. 752 01:35:02,910 --> 01:35:07,450 That's my favourite food, but we're going to give it a spell for a while. 753 01:35:07,970 --> 01:35:13,010 Yeah. The problem is when I get off the beer, I become too slim and attractive. 754 01:35:14,210 --> 01:35:16,190 I just thought it was ridiculous. 755 01:35:16,930 --> 01:35:17,930 You believe me? 756 01:35:19,390 --> 01:35:20,490 No. Yeah, you do. 757 01:35:20,710 --> 01:35:21,710 Of course she does. 758 01:35:21,910 --> 01:35:22,910 Oh, what's that? 759 01:35:23,090 --> 01:35:23,829 What's that? 760 01:35:23,830 --> 01:35:24,830 Boing. 761 01:35:27,139 --> 01:35:28,139 Yeah. 762 01:35:48,720 --> 01:35:50,140 Thought you might like some dinner. 763 01:35:50,380 --> 01:35:52,080 Ooh, which is Mike. 764 01:35:52,340 --> 01:35:53,340 Major sausages. 765 01:35:53,660 --> 01:35:55,870 Ha! Cook them in the microwave. 766 01:35:56,890 --> 01:35:59,070 Oh, you, don't give away my trade secrets now. 767 01:36:02,190 --> 01:36:04,030 Hey, Mum, can I go on the track with you for a bit? 768 01:36:04,470 --> 01:36:06,090 Yeah, only if you help me eat this. 769 01:36:07,090 --> 01:36:08,130 I'm coming too. 770 01:36:08,950 --> 01:36:10,290 Are you? Okay, hurry up then. 771 01:36:12,510 --> 01:36:14,730 Hey, I'll come back in about an hour and pick them up. 772 01:36:15,210 --> 01:36:17,250 Yeah. Oh, can you give me a coffee, please? 773 01:36:17,990 --> 01:36:18,990 No worries. 774 01:36:22,450 --> 01:36:23,450 Alison. 775 01:36:24,200 --> 01:36:25,200 Yeah. 776 01:36:26,260 --> 01:36:28,120 I reckon you're a better option than a shrink. 777 01:36:29,360 --> 01:36:30,920 You already know I'm batshit crazy. 778 01:36:33,780 --> 01:36:34,800 Aren't we all, Owen? 779 01:36:38,580 --> 01:36:39,580 Pick you two. 780 01:36:41,520 --> 01:36:42,520 Say bye to Pa. 781 01:36:43,200 --> 01:36:44,200 See ya. 782 01:36:54,600 --> 01:36:55,600 Bye. 783 01:38:11,050 --> 01:38:15,730 We've lit the candle once again, mate, like we often do. 784 01:38:17,350 --> 01:38:21,870 It's a tip that someone gave us for when we think of you. 785 01:38:23,050 --> 01:38:27,390 I've learned a lot of things, mate, in the time that you've been gone. 786 01:38:29,410 --> 01:38:31,730 I've learned there's such a thing as heartache. 787 01:38:32,450 --> 01:38:34,070 It's not just a turn of phrase. 788 01:38:35,090 --> 01:38:38,010 It's physical and quite intense. 789 01:38:39,210 --> 01:38:40,530 I'll leave you in a daze. 790 01:38:42,090 --> 01:38:47,010 I've learnt the power of family, community and friends. 791 01:38:48,330 --> 01:38:50,650 The comfort and the empathy. 792 01:38:51,230 --> 01:38:53,830 The warmth of people at their best. 793 01:38:55,510 --> 01:38:57,310 And broken -hearted, mate. 794 01:38:58,490 --> 01:39:00,330 That's a tag I'll never wear. 795 01:39:01,750 --> 01:39:04,450 Battered and bruised, I will accept. 796 01:39:05,430 --> 01:39:07,950 And a scar that heals the tear. 797 01:39:17,360 --> 01:39:20,900 be in so much pain, and we never fully understood. 798 01:39:22,820 --> 01:39:26,980 I have a memory of a dream that's vivid in my head. 799 01:39:28,140 --> 01:39:34,960 One night, just after you had gone, the days were okay, but nights 800 01:39:34,960 --> 01:39:35,960 were long. 801 01:39:37,280 --> 01:39:42,080 It was like you touched my shoulder to rouse me from my sleep. 802 01:39:43,740 --> 01:39:45,860 There you were beside our bed. 803 01:39:47,400 --> 01:39:53,300 He said, I'm really sorry, Dad, but I just couldn't carry on. 804 01:39:55,380 --> 01:40:00,020 I had reached to touch you, and just then you were gone.